Wednesday, February 3, 2010

So...it's done.

I sent the draft agreement yesterday afternoon...after probably staring at it the whole day, not quite having the guts to press *send*.

Just after 4pm I did it.
Then the nerves started.....I was feeling so many things, fear, nervousness, relief?

I get home..he didn't mention anything....other then that he had been in meetings all afternoon. So obviously he didnt get it.

Today I felt literally ill the whole day.
This evening he again acts like nothing is up?
So I come out with it, ask him if he got the agreement...and he did.
I'm not going to waffle on too much, but he did get it yesterday - but thought we would speak about it last night but I never mentioned it.
How odd?

He said today that he knows I am about 95% sure this is what I want, and if I tell him I want him to sign it he will???

So I did.

7 comments:

Corey~living and loving said...

I'm thinking of you! ♥

Tanya, Jay and Isabella Sage said...

Awesome! Well done!

angel said...

Strongs Tanya. Thinking of you every day.

momcat said...

It seems like you have done the right thing since he doesn't have strong enough feeling even about receiving the document to have even displayed any emotion. He's just like a roommate and is waiting for you to make all the moves.

Melany aka Supermom said...

(((hugs)))) It's not an easy decision to make and I'm proud of you for sticking to your decision

Gillian said...

Keeping you in my thoughts.

Karen Daly said...

thats great Tanya, stay confident, deep down you know all the reasons... and how good this will be xxxx