There is a raging thunderstorm on the go right now and its ironic that is symbolises how I feel at this moment.
I feel I have a thunderstorm within. I feel I need a break from myself..know what I mean?
First there is the break up of the best friendship I have ever had in my life.
Then - finding my biological brother (subject of a post of its own - coming soon!)
I never truly feel happy?? Not in my job nor in my marriage.
I look at other couples and find myself feeling envious of the relationship they had.
J and I had that, very long ago. We lost it somewhere along the line and I don't know where to look to find it again.