Friday, December 11, 2009

The process is in motion...

I saw my attourney this morning...the ball is rolling now!

I have mixed emotions about today. I have wanted to do it for so long, and now that the process has begun it feels odd? Like did I REALLY do that?
I'm flippen scared too.

Scared of how I am going to cope financially, how I am going to cope with the girls on my own.
Scared that I wont ever meet *the one*. Scared that my girls will one day hate me for taking them away from thier father.

J however says that "Ja we may get divorced now but we will be back together in a year". Bwhahahahah stay on the good stuff dude!

Shew..so..now I need to find somewhere to live. I've been looking around and there isnt much decent out there in my price range...so..there is a small amount of panic setting in but I do have some time :)

7 comments:

Jenty said...

Very glad you've got to this point!

angel said...

Very scary indeed- but you WILL be fine!

Fiona's photo a day said...

You're going to cope just fine and trust me Tanya ~ your girls will thank you one day. Lem is old enough to know what's going on and it's not nice for any child to live in a house where both parents are constantly at each others throats. She's going to be much happier in a single parent home!

Wenchy said...

My x told me the same thing... "you'll see... we'll be back together" - not!!!!

Corey~living and loving said...

sending you strength, and love.

Michelle said...

((Hugs))

You are saving yourself and your girls.

Strenght to you.

Wenchy said...

"fat miserable bitch"

That is NOT how I would ever have describe you

xxx