Friday, December 11, 2009

The process is in motion...

I saw my attourney this morning...the ball is rolling now!

I have mixed emotions about today. I have wanted to do it for so long, and now that the process has begun it feels odd? Like did I REALLY do that?
I'm flippen scared too.

Scared of how I am going to cope financially, how I am going to cope with the girls on my own.
Scared that I wont ever meet *the one*. Scared that my girls will one day hate me for taking them away from thier father.

J however says that "Ja we may get divorced now but we will be back together in a year". Bwhahahahah stay on the good stuff dude! I need to find somewhere to live. I've been looking around and there isnt much decent out there in my price is a small amount of panic setting in but I do have some time :)


Unknown said...

Very glad you've got to this point!

AngelConradie said...

Very scary indeed- but you WILL be fine!

Fiona's photo a day said...

You're going to cope just fine and trust me Tanya ~ your girls will thank you one day. Lem is old enough to know what's going on and it's not nice for any child to live in a house where both parents are constantly at each others throats. She's going to be much happier in a single parent home!

Wenchy said...

My x told me the same thing... "you'll see... we'll be back together" - not!!!!

Corey~living and loving said...

sending you strength, and love.

Michelle said...


You are saving yourself and your girls.

Strenght to you.

Wenchy said...

"fat miserable bitch"

That is NOT how I would ever have describe you